Today was something of an accomplishment - I let go.

I let go of wanting to speak to this particular guy, a fellow I rather like. I let go, and I let You be there instead. It definitely was not easy. I very much yearned (yes, yearned), to do some form of action that connected me to this guy, but I didn't. I prayed, I whined, and inch by inch, I let go.

As I let go, I am sinking into You, Beloved. You are taking me back to the beginnings of our relationship. You are leading, but to where, I don't know. You're teaching me to release, and wait.       Amen.