School is done and again for the second time in my life I am left wondering what I'll do with it exactly. Oh I know my Father will provide but it is in the time between that I am left wondering what I'll do with myself as I wait. Of course, I don't mean physically but mentally. I do feel a little lost even as I make attempts at cover letters which I equate to biting nails. I can't believe that I am done school and barely can breathe when now I must join this new band wagon of "finding a job". Jesus, preserve me!